Saturday, October 13, 2007
heyys, thats my new blog!!
As to why my blog is full of "epee.my love..." and stuff, its because i really love epee. LOL.
Gosh, come to think of it, the year is coming to an end which means my life in hwa chong is coming to an end in a year. Comparatively (sensitive issue thou), hwa chong is definitely more fun, exciting and classmates there are mostly sincere. In dunman, perfection was what i was going for. I could rmb times when i wanted perfect scores, perfect frens ( and yes, i did find one-- BAOJIA) and also a perfect life. In hwa chong, it was pretty much different. Comparatively to the rest, I was less capable in many ways but it was the drive within me that kept me going. I guess its the drive that comnes when you are made to feel inferior, unlike moments in dunman, whereby i have always been placed pretty much at the summit. The feeling is totally different. I learnt. From setting up a brand new CCA and training WITH the national team was in fact a great turning point for me. The comments ( which are totally insulting) that you have to bear makes me a different person from now.
Back then, i became extremely cautious when it comes to making frens cos frens then do not really show their true colours and most of the time they make use of you. In hc, its not that i aint cautious but that feeling of fearing a fren betraying you wasnt really much prevalent. I always wanted to have such a feeling and i glad i did. Close frens who would hear you random, cry, talk, chat and lame together are frens that would bring you for long. I am glad that my clique of four sisters band- shonda, baona, wanrong and eunice made my stay in hc a wonderful and perhaps one with everlasting memories.
Just in case i sound bias in any way( which seems very much true), my previous school has definitely provide me with opportunities to shine as an individual. I think its times i forget the moments of irrationality of the teachers. One whom i would nv forget is miss fang who commented about my hair being long when it was perfectly alright ( i have teachers to back this up). I m a pretty emotional person who is easily affected by feelings and comments of others and such a blow would be something i would never forget for sure, at least for the next ten years or so.
I am glad that i have a great fencing exco always behind me, spurring me on, encouraging me when my national team coach niao me throughout. Yvon is not gg to be like the "yeaterday yvon". I will be motivated mann!!! YAY.
went kboxing with edison and baona today!!1
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